Its wednesday

Ahhh the middle of the week ..still have so much to do for the babys room ..not to mention getting the new office up and cleaned and organized ..soo muhc to do and so few people i can boss around to get it done ...im not sure what im gonna make for dinner but it involves chicken ...work again tonite i hope its easy as pie like last nite ..well im off to dry my hair and get some more sleep and hopefully come up with something good to eat .;)LIFE IS GREAT !!!

Why I LOVE my Husband !!

This year will mark our 5 year anniversary shortly before our baby boy arrives in july. This wonderful man has picked me up from my lowest points made me smile ,laugh,cry ,has made me angry ,ive thrown a few punches ...punched a few pillows ,slammed doors ..yelled at the top of my lungs ..all that and much more ..but he is my best friend my lover my confidant ..he has been supportive all the way ..ive watched him become a papa grizzley bear ..he has taken on the role of extreme protector ..he has held my hair bak while i endure morning sickness ..hes rushed to the hospital at 4 am after a long night at work to make sure baby and me were ok..hes not really a cook but a darn good dish washer ..I knew he was the right one for me in every possible way when he met my nephew at the age of 2 and i saw how he was with ki9ds and i knew right then and there that his tough man exterrior was a great cover up for the kind hearted man that was inside and that i fell in love with .He has taken me through a wide range of his hobbies from birds to dirt bikes ,mma,fishing tournaments and boating ..to his latest guns which i now have dreams of shooting up the annoying neighbors ..i couldnt imagine how my life would be without him in it ..i cant wait to see how he grows into the shoes of being a father ..hes gonna be GREAT and our little boy is extremely lucky to have him as his daddy ..my life is filled with boys and everything that boys get into ..life is good  and it can only get better from here ....I LOVE YOU BABE WITH ALL THAT I AM !!!!!

15 more weeks

I am soo in love with this little boy growing inside of my belly!! What a wonderful journey this has become for us ..ive puked my guts out been overly sensitive to smells ..stoped cooking for a few months but yet i would do it all over again in an instant ...i cant even begin to describe the love i have for him and the appreciation i have for human life ..babe and i are soo happy and we are overjoyed and cant wait till we can hold our baby boy in our arms ..life has a new meaning for me and he has changed me for the better there are so many things that scare me about motherhood but i am soo ready to become HIS MOM,i know  i was meant to be a mother and i am beyond blessed and i thank God that He has given us the gift of becoming parents at just the right age ....