TALKING TO THE MOON !!

Ahhh were down to 11 weeks till baby gets here and i cant wait room is waiting for final paint ..since we had to primer ughh a pain ...This little boy has my heart completely my belly starts bouncing every once in awhile with his hiccups i love it !!!!...My emotional roller coaster has begun once again i cry at little weird things ..it drive babe a little nuts when i do but hey i cant help it ..;)ive managed to move a few more items into the new office ..i got laundry done last nite since i wasnt needed at work ..i might take a nap ...i know i wish a had me a pool right about now cause its nasty hot ..or at least be close to the beach  which we have got to get to before baby gets here !!! its still soo unbelievable that im gonna be a MOM !!!i have waited a long time for this and i am super blessed to have this little boy come into our lives at just the right time ..sweet baby your daddy and i love you ..a love so undescribable so unconditional .....well im off to find something to organize something easy and not heavy that is !!!!! since daddy is at work ;( which is a bummer to us but we had a great day early on !!

PAINT IT !!!

 WE have paint  on the walls of babys closet at last !!!! his room is going to be primered and then painted ...so im shooting for 2 weeks till compleation .! We have got a few baby items that are still up in the air as to what to buy..like a changing table do i get a dresser and convert it to a top changer or do i get both separately ???? on some other exciting news we get to see baby 2m in 4D !!!!!! we cant wait to see his little face ahhh sooooo much loveeeee !!!!

1 week

Soooo excited we get to see our little man in 4D next monday im sooo excited to see his features ill be 27 weeks by then ..its a surge of anxiety all over again ..ohh how i love him and am just counting down the days which are going really fast untill hes here ..i cant wait to see his daddy hold him for the first time and just have him in his arms ...im in absolute love and am beyond over joyed to have him join us !!!!!

6 years ago

ahhh time does fly by 6 years ago my sweet little nephew was born ..i have seen him grow up and i wish he would just stay little ..he could stay a "kid" forever ..in 4 yrs hes not gonna want to be a kid anymore hes gonna be a big boy and ahhh I LOVE HIM SOOO MUCH !!!!! I dont always agree in the way hes being raised by my brother or his mother as an aunt you can only do and say so much ..but if he could stay with us all the time he totally would because were the cool peeps ;) he brings soo much laughter to my heart ..i cant for him to meet his cousin he said hes glad im having a boy so they can do MMA ...i hope he had a good birthday since i didnt get to see him ...i can only begin to imagine my own journey with my little boy and if i was a mess with my nephew hittign all the milestones i cant even imagine how im gonna be as a mom myself with our little man ...all this while he kicks me ..i love you sweet baby ...

TIME CRUNCH !!

Ahhh time seems to be flying by soo much to get done with babys room i just want to get it done in a day and then breathe a sigh of relief that its all done and ready to put baby stuff in it ..its like where has the time gone were down to 100 days !!!! I cant wait to hold him in my arms and just look at him and just LOVE HIM !!! its soo unreal everything last night i had my hand on my belly and he kicked me hard enough that it moved my hand thats the first time ive felt his kicks get that strong ...daddy still isnt patient enough to leave his hand there to feel  this journey has been awesome and my final reward is my sweet baby boy ...I couldnt have asked GOD for a better gift than to give the gift of life to our son .Life seems soo much happier in my eyes there are days where im terrified if im going to be a good mom or if ill know what to do ..and then a calmness comes over me telling me that I CAN do it ...ahhhI really do wish my grandparents were here with me to be part of his life ..he has alot of gauardian angels thats for sure i know they will look over him ..I want him to have a great relationship with his grandparents that is such a unique love ..the love of a grandparent i know it all too well and i want him to experience it and just always have LOVE in his heart ....I wish i wasnt soo limited to certain things i could do ..or at least have someone to do stuff with once my hunny goes to work its soo nice out that i feel cooped in i hope we can go to the beach soon i love the beach ..the drive not soo much ...