TIME CRUNCH !!

Ahhh time seems to be flying by soo much to get done with babys room i just want to get it done in a day and then breathe a sigh of relief that its all done and ready to put baby stuff in it ..its like where has the time gone were down to 100 days !!!! I cant wait to hold him in my arms and just look at him and just LOVE HIM !!! its soo unreal everything last night i had my hand on my belly and he kicked me hard enough that it moved my hand thats the first time ive felt his kicks get that strong ...daddy still isnt patient enough to leave his hand there to feel  this journey has been awesome and my final reward is my sweet baby boy ...I couldnt have asked GOD for a better gift than to give the gift of life to our son .Life seems soo much happier in my eyes there are days where im terrified if im going to be a good mom or if ill know what to do ..and then a calmness comes over me telling me that I CAN do it ...ahhhI really do wish my grandparents were here with me to be part of his life ..he has alot of gauardian angels thats for sure i know they will look over him ..I want him to have a great relationship with his grandparents that is such a unique love ..the love of a grandparent i know it all too well and i want him to experience it and just always have LOVE in his heart ....I wish i wasnt soo limited to certain things i could do ..or at least have someone to do stuff with once my hunny goes to work its soo nice out that i feel cooped in i hope we can go to the beach soon i love the beach ..the drive not soo much ...