ALMOST THERE !!!!!!

Countdown 18 more days until this little boy is in our arms ...where has the time gone ???? Ive been experiencing those lovely braxton hicks WOW I cant even begin to describe the pain...i dont deal with pain too well and im glad that im getting an epidurla .My sweet hubby has been the BEST!!! He has really put up with alot ...he thinks the ring of fire is funny and apperently has found a song to well make me laugh and almost pee my pants just listening to it ...hes got his man diaper bag ready to go ..hes gonna be WONDERFUL..i cant wait to see him hold our son in his arms its alll LOVE  LOVE LOVE LOVE .....life is making sense we are completly fullfilled ...This little guy whos joing us its a love soooo incredibly undescribable ...I find myself just putting my hands on my belly feeling him move and im gonna miss him being so close to me ..but at the same time i just want to hold him and have him in my arms ...time goes by way toooooo fast and im not so sure im gonna wanna miss a beat .....lets just say that tons of pictures will be taken TONS !!!! well im off to bed ....heres to my little guy ..MOMMY AND DADDY LOVE YOU !!!!

Oh baby

WEll the countdown is down to 53 days till our sweet baby boy will be here !!! room is painted just need the final touches of the trim.. then flooring then baby furniture ..im soo excited its been such a fast journey..he is a ninja in my belly always kicking and moving around really slowly since room is running out ..ive been having dreams of him and well the labor part scares me me ..but i just want him here in our arms safe and sound ..were as ready as we can be and now we just wait some more !!!

TONIGHT

Well were home tonight from work its low census it kinda gets to be a pain in the rear .....baby is sleeping in the belly right now he def has his active momments during the day which are gettting kinda painful not to mention a few braxton hicks contractions ...i cant wait to have this little boy in my arms ..daddy still has alot to get done before you arrive your daddy is the BEST !!!! Im starting to get really hot lately its like i cant cool down fast enough ..we really need a pool that would be great gotta get a little tan before we do the maternity photo shoot ..;) i cant begin to describe how much of a blessing you have been to us and its only  gonna get better from here babay boy 10 weeks left ....TEN WEEKS ...LOVE LOVE LOVE !!!!!

TALKING TO THE MOON !!

Ahhh were down to 11 weeks till baby gets here and i cant wait room is waiting for final paint ..since we had to primer ughh a pain ...This little boy has my heart completely my belly starts bouncing every once in awhile with his hiccups i love it !!!!...My emotional roller coaster has begun once again i cry at little weird things ..it drive babe a little nuts when i do but hey i cant help it ..;)ive managed to move a few more items into the new office ..i got laundry done last nite since i wasnt needed at work ..i might take a nap ...i know i wish a had me a pool right about now cause its nasty hot ..or at least be close to the beach  which we have got to get to before baby gets here !!! its still soo unbelievable that im gonna be a MOM !!!i have waited a long time for this and i am super blessed to have this little boy come into our lives at just the right time ..sweet baby your daddy and i love you ..a love so undescribable so unconditional .....well im off to find something to organize something easy and not heavy that is !!!!! since daddy is at work ;( which is a bummer to us but we had a great day early on !!

PAINT IT !!!

 WE have paint  on the walls of babys closet at last !!!! his room is going to be primered and then painted ...so im shooting for 2 weeks till compleation .! We have got a few baby items that are still up in the air as to what to buy..like a changing table do i get a dresser and convert it to a top changer or do i get both separately ???? on some other exciting news we get to see baby 2m in 4D !!!!!! we cant wait to see his little face ahhh sooooo much loveeeee !!!!

1 week

Soooo excited we get to see our little man in 4D next monday im sooo excited to see his features ill be 27 weeks by then ..its a surge of anxiety all over again ..ohh how i love him and am just counting down the days which are going really fast untill hes here ..i cant wait to see his daddy hold him for the first time and just have him in his arms ...im in absolute love and am beyond over joyed to have him join us !!!!!

6 years ago

ahhh time does fly by 6 years ago my sweet little nephew was born ..i have seen him grow up and i wish he would just stay little ..he could stay a "kid" forever ..in 4 yrs hes not gonna want to be a kid anymore hes gonna be a big boy and ahhh I LOVE HIM SOOO MUCH !!!!! I dont always agree in the way hes being raised by my brother or his mother as an aunt you can only do and say so much ..but if he could stay with us all the time he totally would because were the cool peeps ;) he brings soo much laughter to my heart ..i cant for him to meet his cousin he said hes glad im having a boy so they can do MMA ...i hope he had a good birthday since i didnt get to see him ...i can only begin to imagine my own journey with my little boy and if i was a mess with my nephew hittign all the milestones i cant even imagine how im gonna be as a mom myself with our little man ...all this while he kicks me ..i love you sweet baby ...

TIME CRUNCH !!

Ahhh time seems to be flying by soo much to get done with babys room i just want to get it done in a day and then breathe a sigh of relief that its all done and ready to put baby stuff in it ..its like where has the time gone were down to 100 days !!!! I cant wait to hold him in my arms and just look at him and just LOVE HIM !!! its soo unreal everything last night i had my hand on my belly and he kicked me hard enough that it moved my hand thats the first time ive felt his kicks get that strong ...daddy still isnt patient enough to leave his hand there to feel  this journey has been awesome and my final reward is my sweet baby boy ...I couldnt have asked GOD for a better gift than to give the gift of life to our son .Life seems soo much happier in my eyes there are days where im terrified if im going to be a good mom or if ill know what to do ..and then a calmness comes over me telling me that I CAN do it ...ahhhI really do wish my grandparents were here with me to be part of his life ..he has alot of gauardian angels thats for sure i know they will look over him ..I want him to have a great relationship with his grandparents that is such a unique love ..the love of a grandparent i know it all too well and i want him to experience it and just always have LOVE in his heart ....I wish i wasnt soo limited to certain things i could do ..or at least have someone to do stuff with once my hunny goes to work its soo nice out that i feel cooped in i hope we can go to the beach soon i love the beach ..the drive not soo much ...

Its wednesday

Ahhh the middle of the week ..still have so much to do for the babys room ..not to mention getting the new office up and cleaned and organized ..soo muhc to do and so few people i can boss around to get it done ...im not sure what im gonna make for dinner but it involves chicken ...work again tonite i hope its easy as pie like last nite ..well im off to dry my hair and get some more sleep and hopefully come up with something good to eat .;)LIFE IS GREAT !!!

Why I LOVE my Husband !!

This year will mark our 5 year anniversary shortly before our baby boy arrives in july. This wonderful man has picked me up from my lowest points made me smile ,laugh,cry ,has made me angry ,ive thrown a few punches ...punched a few pillows ,slammed doors ..yelled at the top of my lungs ..all that and much more ..but he is my best friend my lover my confidant ..he has been supportive all the way ..ive watched him become a papa grizzley bear ..he has taken on the role of extreme protector ..he has held my hair bak while i endure morning sickness ..hes rushed to the hospital at 4 am after a long night at work to make sure baby and me were ok..hes not really a cook but a darn good dish washer ..I knew he was the right one for me in every possible way when he met my nephew at the age of 2 and i saw how he was with ki9ds and i knew right then and there that his tough man exterrior was a great cover up for the kind hearted man that was inside and that i fell in love with .He has taken me through a wide range of his hobbies from birds to dirt bikes ,mma,fishing tournaments and boating ..to his latest guns which i now have dreams of shooting up the annoying neighbors ..i couldnt imagine how my life would be without him in it ..i cant wait to see how he grows into the shoes of being a father ..hes gonna be GREAT and our little boy is extremely lucky to have him as his daddy ..my life is filled with boys and everything that boys get into ..life is good  and it can only get better from here ....I LOVE YOU BABE WITH ALL THAT I AM !!!!!

15 more weeks

I am soo in love with this little boy growing inside of my belly!! What a wonderful journey this has become for us ..ive puked my guts out been overly sensitive to smells ..stoped cooking for a few months but yet i would do it all over again in an instant ...i cant even begin to describe the love i have for him and the appreciation i have for human life ..babe and i are soo happy and we are overjoyed and cant wait till we can hold our baby boy in our arms ..life has a new meaning for me and he has changed me for the better there are so many things that scare me about motherhood but i am soo ready to become HIS MOM,i know  i was meant to be a mother and i am beyond blessed and i thank God that He has given us the gift of becoming parents at just the right age ....